I'm feeling a lot of empathy for you. It's really really hard to try and redirect and accept all of those paths not taken. I think you will always see yourself as a stage manager, I know priests who have been ordained for decades who still call themselves lawyers, scientists or quality control managers. It remains part of your identity whether or not you are actively involved in it. It doesn't go away, it is one more piece of who you are. Enjoy exploring the theological colleges, and I'll keep you in my prayers. RG.
You have been busy doing and changing - before your panel you should have a break holiday or staycation and just chill. Sitting in the garden would do it for me. Do you have a date for your panel in June?
I'm feeling a lot of empathy for you. It's really really hard to try and redirect and accept all of those paths not taken. I think you will always see yourself as a stage manager, I know priests who have been ordained for decades who still call themselves lawyers, scientists or quality control managers. It remains part of your identity whether or not you are actively involved in it. It doesn't go away, it is one more piece of who you are. Enjoy exploring the theological colleges, and I'll keep you in my prayers. RG.
ReplyDeleteYou have been busy doing and changing - before your panel you should have a break holiday or staycation and just chill. Sitting in the garden would do it for me. Do you have a date for your panel in June?
ReplyDelete26th-29th June x
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